The Training Begins

Today was the first day of my training with SIR (Boss). After a long 4 hour+ drive, it arrived and entered SIR's vestibule at the entrance to His home. Once it entered thru the gate there was a box with some instructions sitting on it. It said to change into my boots and black sweatpants and black t-shirt and to put the hood that was there on and lock it on, as well as locking ankle restraints. Finally, it was instructed to put on a pair of hyatt cuffs with its wrists behind its back and then kneel on the rubber mat facing the street. The hood was a little small for my head so took a long time to get it on correctly.....was very tight but that is the way it likes it (as does SIR). it heard the door open and it felt SIR's presence (realize that it is has YET to actually see Sir in person as it is completely hooded). SIR then pushed a VERY large gag into its mouth and then added a harness on top of the hood and gag. Because the harness was too small (damn my big head) the pressure was almost overwhelming but over time learned to breathe thru it although it was very labored. SIR then led me into the house and then the garage where He fastened my wrists (still cuffed behind me) to an eyebolt on the wall. Then a chain was attached to the top of the head harness and a spreader bar was put between my ankles attached the cuffs which were also attached to the wall.

As it was VERY nervous at this point and still trying to adjust to the hood, the tightness and the heat (it was sweating very strongly) it was difficult to stay in that position. Unfortunately the top forehead band of the muzzle was pressing so hard on my head it was beginning to get lightheaded and was afraid it would throw up and/or pass out. Luckily was able to get SIRs attention and He removed the head harness and attached the chain to the collar instead so it was still unable to move hardly at all but was no longer in intense pain. it felt SO wonderful to be kept like this, even as my jaw and legs were aching. it could feel its dick getting hard but (of course) it was still in the chastity device with the same numbered plastic lock SIR had made it put on it a week earlier.

SIR then put it in His cage (which was oddly the SMALLEST cage it has ever been in but it felt very good to be caged and in bondage....SIR attached a chain from its wrists (now in padded mitts in front of its chest) thru the top bars of the cage and to the ankle restraints, effectively making it so it could not move in any position other than on its back. SIR left it like that for several hours.....the feelings of being OWNED completely by a Master came back to it...it had been a LONG time since it felt like this and the feelings were overwhelming. it was not scared and it accepted its pain as a gift...a gift from SIR. Its thoughts focused on what it would be like to TRULY live like this on almost a daily basis? Hmmm.....WOW.....what a fantastic life that would be. It tried not to think too hard about it as it made its cock hard and it pushed against its chastity. Eventually SIR came into the room and put it in another position with its wrists (still in the padded mitts) attached to a spreader bar high overhead. Then SIR attached clothepins on the nipples and played with its balls. What IT remembers most was what SIR was saying, explaining that the next time it came for training, it would spend a good deal of time in "the box". This made IT very excited as SIR knows that it likes the feeling of complete encasement and subhuman objectification and spending time locked in a box when not in use by Master is ultimately where it wants to get to....the new life it KNOWS it wants....it needs. But can anyone REALLY live this way? Is it just a fantasy? Only time will tell but these thoughts NEVER go away and only grow stronger and SIR SEEMS to want this as well. Finally the slave was released only to discover that SIR had changed the lock on its chastity device to a more permanent lock. Yes, the slave would not be coming today or for some time. Most slaves would HATE this yet.....it feels right. its cock does NOT belong to it anymore and even though we are only just starting this training, SIR clearly wants to set a precedent to remind me what is NOT mine to use.......He also is very clear on what my place is. it was only allowed to say "SIR yes SIR" or "SIR no SIR" unless there was a major problem and when the slave started to say something (during one of the BRIEF moements it was not gagged) SIR quickly reminded it that it did NOT have permission to speak. it liked that SIR did that.....ultimately it showed that SIR does NOT intend for His bondage slave to be allowed to speak much if at all in order to meld it into the object/bound property HE wants (and IT needs). It's head is so full tonight (and also tired after the long drive back and the day). it has only been back for an hour and already is GREATLY missing the bondage. The process of becoming a REAL gimp has clearly begun.