Waiting for Boss

it is writing this today in INTENSE anticipation of going to TheBondageBoss's dungeon for Memorial Day weekend for its 3rd session, where it will be in almost constant bondage for a minimum of 72 hours and possibly more. The title of this blog "Waiting for Boss" relates to the story that Sir has sent me entitled "Waiting for Ross" which i have reread today. From what it can tell, Boss is wanting to create the type of slavery envisioned in the story...or at least as close as realistically possible. Below is a small subset of that story from the early parts (names changed to relate to Boss and myself "it")

Boss taught it that slavery
meant waiting for Boss, and Boss taught it what waiting for Boss meant.
It meant a rubber suit encased you in layers of head to toe
rubber; it meant you were zippered, laced, and strapped into a leather
sleepsack over your rubber; it meant your head was enclosed in a leather
hood over the rubber; it meant having all your holes invaded or plugged;
it meant recycling your own piss through a gag; it meant being suspended
vertically by a hoist attached to the shoulder straps of your sleepsack; it meant having electrodes attached to your balls and buttplug that go off if any movement occurs; it meant hanging alone in a closet in Boss’s dungeon.

Although we have not created this scenario exactly like the above (i am hoping to), Boss is slowly expanding the length of my bondage and the severity of it and this weekend will certainly be very rough...yet i can hardly wait. Although this is only the 3rd session, i am so happy to have found someone who believes slavery means keeping a slave bound/boxed/gagged/chained under COMPLETE control for hours or days waiting for Him. i have been a slave before, and although it was fulfilling, i have grown to accept the fact that i NEED a more intense and REAL type of slavery/control. This is somewhat unfortunate as finding a permanent Master who wants this may very well be impossible. At least (in the meantime) Boss has agreed to take me on this path as He likes the idea of COMPLETE control of a slave. Like the slave in the story, i feel more and more compelled to live this way. It is CLEARLY who i am. i have accepted that, though it makes for a difficult life at this point. The good news is that have made enough money in my life to retire and pay for insurance, food, etc so that IF (and it is a BIG IF) i ever find someone who wants to have such a slave, i have the ability to make it happen. This is a good test to see IF such a life is even possible as Boss is taking me further and further to see just how REAL it can become.

i will be posting more of my feelings after the weekend which will most likely focus on what goes thru my mind over time in isolation. i can't wait.